The Three Subtle Ways the Devil May be Attacking You


Everyone knows that the purpose of the devil is to steal, kill and destroy. But there are subtle ways we may be under attack without even understanding it to be an attack. When someone is stealing from us we may be able to see it very clearly. But there are things that happened before the thief is able to take the blessing. Before anything is dead or dies, there may be some indications and we may be able to save it before it dies. When someone is behaving destructively, we may be able to prevent the enemy from destroying our blessing. There is usually some activity we are subtly invited to participate in before the loss occurs. Most times the devil needs our participation in order to achieve his mischief. After meditating and praying against attacks from the enemy, God has revealed some quite obvious attacks from the enemy that have thr potential to have a huge impact but because they are undetectable in the grand scheme and hustle and bustle of life.
First, let’s understand what subtle means.
Subtle: adjective (describing word)
1. (Especially of a or distinction) so delicate and or as to be difficult to or describe.
2. (of mixture or effect) delicately complex and understated.
3. Making use of clever and indirect methods to achieve something.

The first way the devil execute subtle attacks is to provoke you.

Provoke- stimulate or give rise to (a reaction or emotion, typically a strong or unwelcome one) in someone.
In Matthew 4:1-3, Jesus was in the wilderness for 40 days and 40 nights the devil came to tempt Him. He asked him probing questions while He was vulnerable. (How strong and aware would you be after 40 days of nothing to eat or drink?) The purpose of the questions were not to make friends or learn anything but to get Jesus to destroy Himself and bring God Himself under subjection by provoking Jesus to destroy HIMSELF!

Think of all the times you have done something you know was wrong or regretted and later realized that if your response had been different, certain things would not be an issue. Maybe you would have a clean driving record if you had not been tempted to race someone who provoked you at the stop light. Maybe you wouldn’t be on probation if you had taken the high road and not choked a girl at work. Understanding how the devil provokes us is a huge key to avoiding guilt and the opposite of blessings, curses. You have the authority in Jesus Christ to tell demons and devils to flee and they must.

“Then Jesus said to him, Begone, Satan! For it has been written, You shall worship the Lord your God, and Him alone shall you serve.” Matthew 4:10 AMPC

Only when you respond to provocation, will the devil now be able to subtly or straight up accuse you.

Accuse- charge (someone) with an offense or crime.
After you respond and put your foot in the net to be trapped, now you can be accused. In John 8:3-6, scribes and Pharisees attempted to bait Jesus with a situation where they could accuse Him of a crime. This is the story of the woman who had committed adultery who they had planned to stone. What many people don’t know about this story is that she had been sexually involved with ALL who accused her! Some were upset because she had not been having sex with them EQUALLY so they wanted to punish her! The scribes and Pharisees were assuming that Jesus was like them and had participated in the same activities with this particular woman. Of course, Jesus wasn’t going to be trapped by this situation. They wanted to make people see Jesus as less than He was and if not that then at least the same as them. The way Jesus was able to exonerate the woman and set her free was to ask the men another question that many have misinterpreted. He said, “Let him who have not participated in this particular sin with this particular woman, cast the first stone.” (In those days, women didn’t have freedom over their bodies so a man could rape and woman then blame, accuse and punish her for being a victim of circumstances.)
No one could punish her without also admitting he should also be punished because they had ALL had sex with her! How dare they accuse her and exonerate themselves?! When the enemy points the finger at us and accuses us of sin that we have not committed, we must remember how Jesus saved the woman from her accusers. We must walk with integrity and trust God to deliver and redeem us.

“But as for me, I will walk in my integrity; redeem me and be merciful and gracious to me.” Psalm 26:11 AMPC

The accusation is also created to make a person defensive. When a person is defensive, they are emotionally vulnerable. Anger or sadness may distract from the facts and cause you to ACTUALLY sin. Imagine becoming indignant and angry and losing your temper about something you are totally innocent of. The devil is pulling you in and causing you to give up your rights to blessings God want to give and make a decision to destroy your own destiny.

When an accusation is stated, a curse is usually close behind. The third way the devil subtly attacks is through perceived or outright cursing you.

Curse- a solemn utterance intended to invoke a supernatural power to inflict harm or punishment on someone or something.
A situation can present itself to be accusatory and make you feel the need to look forward to punishment for the perceived sin or even punish yourself. In Acts 16:25-28 Paul and Silas were wrongfully jailed and God sent an earthquake to shake the jail and open the doors. The prison guard who had fell asleep, woke up and saw the doors open. He immediately drew his sword against himself, preparing to commit suicide because he would have been accused of allowing inmates to run free. He was prepared to punish and immediately activate the curse of death on himself because of what he would be accused of. Paul and Silas stayed and begged the man to spare his own life. He did but the devil was almost successful at killing this man!

The devil needs you as an accomplice in his mischief to later accuse you. The devil’s purpose is always to drive distance between you and God. That is why the devil keeps a record of sin. The devil has to hold something over your head to be able to point the finger and accuse you. Even by putting you in precarious situations, the devil will work with just making you look guilty. Then later he will convince you that you might as well do wrong because you’ve been accused of the deed anyway. After you have been accused, the devil will declare a curse over your life. After making you look like a cheater, you will hear demons tell you to get ready for a divorce. When you’re in trouble at work, you may hear that you should start looking for another job. The devil brings confusion and chaos. The devil always convinces the person something is a good idea at first and will be the first to point the finger at you when it’s time for punishment and consequences later. That’s why it’s important to resist the devil or tell him to flee.

“So be subject to God. Resist the devil [stand firm against him], and he will flee from you.” James 4:7 AMPC

Jesus has come to redeem us. We are saved through his death. We may come to God through the obedience of Jesus. Jesus is the way, the truth and the life. Jesus helps us understand how to be forgiven so we may know how so we may be granted forgiveness when we ask God for it. We are blessed through these efforts and brought closer to the Creator by helping us adhere to the instructions from God. When we followed the instructions for God we can easily identify when the devil is speaking or attempting to get us to do something.

Get your directions to the instructions from God by purchasing your copy of Scriptures For Strippers on Amazon or the official website today!

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Desperation: Destructive with the devil; Deliverance with God

As a woman attempts to find herself on another path through life’s journey, she may experience desperation. Many people imagine that in order for a woman to become a stripper, she had to be desperate in the first place. Many times that’s not the case… it wasn’t for me. As a child, I loved dancing and wanted to dance for money when I grew up. It was very simple to me but of course, it wouldn’t be that simple.

I did grow up and became a dancer in a strip club. When I came in contact with customers who thought they could take advantage of me or exploit my position as a stripper, it disturbed me very much. Customers who tried to make deals or negotiate prices of dance performances because they assumed I was desperate for money. This was extremely offensive and was one of the worst parts of dancing for me. I wasn’t desperate for money but I was there to earn it. I soon started to recognize how the devil attempts to use the spirit of despair and desperation against strippers.

For me, dancing was supposed to be a lucrative, fun, care-free endeavor that allowed me to showcase my ability to dance that I later learned would also require me to expose my body. Those two things were hard enough to do but when the predatory customers and even some times club management impose their sexual desires on dancers based on their warped, disgusting sociaopathic personalities, the job turns into something totally different. It is important to note that being desperate is the last thing you want to be as an exotic dancer in a strip club.

Although I know being a desperate dancer is dangerous, it didn’t prevent me from becoming desperate. Coming to work everyday and dancing my heart out was a dream come true at first but then it began to wear down on me and I was desperate to get escape. All of my other goals and aspirations were put on the back burner and dancing was the only thing I had. I had dropped out of court reporting school which was another one of my dreams and also was my ticket out of the club. I scrambled to become anything other than a dancer and became desperate to escape the club. I would have panic attacks when it was time for work and I was desperate for peace in my mind. I was desperate for a vision for my life. I was desperate to be free from spiritual weakness and emotional instability. No matter how desperate I got, I never saw the devil as an ally. I didn’t turn on myself and allow the devil to use me against myself. I had negative self-talk and put myself down a lot and realized the devil was making me punish myself but I didn’t allow the devil to convince me to use hard drugs and alcohol as an escape.

Let us test and examine our ways, and let us return to the Lord. Lamentations 3:40

I was reading the Bible and trying to be encouraged but it just wasn’t working. I was prescribed pain medication for my debilitating chronic back pain and was afraid I would start abusing my medication so I would only take half of the pills. I knew I was trying to kill my pain but the desperation was causing depression, which brought isolation, which brought loneliness and eventually a spirit of suicide came over me.

When I finally got into a church, I was relieved. The pastor was prophetic, which means he spoke the Word of God into the future of the congregation. The words spoken over my life were invaluable and that’s when I learned how to implement the strategy and power of the spiritual weapon (the Bible) and fight spiritual warfare. I became desperate for God and that desperation saved my life. This negative word became the activation of my faith. My desperation for a way of escape from my financial dependency on the strip club to provide basic needs for me and my young son. I was desperate for God to reveal his PLAN for my life. It was my decision to start working in the strip club and God had protected and preserved my life through it all. I was grateful that I had been blessed enough to live my dream as a dancer, I would never have to wonder what would have been. I was grateful to God that I had the experience I had but I was sure that this lifestyle wasn’t the PURPOSE for my life.

Many people debate with me about bringing God into the life of a stripper but I DO NOT CARE!!!!!! NOBODY can tell me God’s hand has not been on my life…or any other exotic dancer’s life. I refused to allow the devil to convince me I was desperate inside the club. But the truth was, I became depressed and felt myself slowly deteriorating and self-destructing.

I had never paid attention to denominations of churches but with this being a prophetic ministry, the altar calls literally spoke life into me. At the end of each sermon, the pastor would ask if anyone needed prayer and I went to the altar every week. I didn’t have to say anything. These people just prayed and laid hands on me. I always felt a little bit lighter as I held on to each positive, prophetic word spoken over my life. I remember one time the pastor’s wife said, “You will help thousands of women. You are an overcomer. Your story will set so many free.” My life was falling apart as I had anxiety attacks and dealt with bouts of very deep depression from my emotional and spiritual exhaustion from being a dancer. To this day, those words ring in my mind and I am floored at how good God has been to me. I began to read the Bible, fast, pray and seek instruction from God through meditation. I began to hear from God and follow His directions. It was a horribly hard road to ride but I eventually did leave the club. I got another job. But that wasn’t the end. My desperation for change and living in the purpose of God made my journey in my faith walk possible. I didn’t want to go backwards and the only thing that kept me forward was my desperation for a new lifestyle.

“…I am the Lord your God, Who teaches you to profit, Who leads you in the way that you should go.” Isaiah 48:17 AMPC

Nobody ever aspires to be a crack whore, alcoholic, or prostitute but devil-inspired desperation is the gateway to these dead-end traps. I pray that anyone who is working as a dancer, prostitute, escort or WHATEVER turn to GOD today. He made you for a purpose that you are NOT fulfilling. The good news is He will accept you back. Let your desperation work for you and not against you. He is waiting for you. If you want God to speak into your life, get in the Word of GOD. He will meet your needs better than any man, club, pimp or “friend” ever could. Get to the source! God is your supplier… The REAL plug!

“And my God will liberally supply (fill to the full) your every need according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:19

If you don’t know what to read, get your copy of Scriptures for Strippers from Amazon.com or from http://www.ScripturesForStrippers.com. I pray you find a peace and joy again.

I’m praying for you.

Photo Credit: “Do Monsters Dream” @kirzart on Instagram https://www.KirzArt.com/

Check out the church I was telling you about in this blog post at https://www.nexlevelchurch.com/

Check out this song by Byron Cage… It explains everything perfectly!

https://youtu.be/BhK4XGFYd38

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The Sex Worker Scholarship That Changed My Life 

As an exotic dancer,  it is easy to become trapped by the addiction of fast money, freedom of time and schedule and luxurious lifestyle of sleeping late and lounging until the next shift. The good part seems so good that the bad part doesn’t matter.  The bad part about the adult entertainment lifestyle creeps up from behind and chokes.  The hands of industry immediately wraps its fingers around the throat of a participant but you never feel the squeezing until you try to escape. It is very difficult to get people who are not involved in the industry to understand the struggle. The glamour, the internet, the shame and the pressure to keep up with bills at the same Pace starts to weigh down on these girls and some of them have no place to turn. This is where addiction and suicide come into play. I remember being at the precipice of these two issues and praying to God to rescue me. I had come to understand that no one was going to rescue me from my own life and I was scared to death.

As I continue to pray and see God, 4Sarah came into my life. I came into work one day and saw a huge novelty check over the top of my locker. The check was for $1,000 from my club to an organization called for Sarah. I went over to the bulletin board to get some information about this organization and once I was finish reading it, I knew God sent them to come find me. I did not know anything about what they offered but I was in the process of writing a book called Scriptures for Strippers™ and I thought it would be a good idea to get together with another organization who thought of the women who worked in strip clubs as human beings. After meeting up with the founder of this organization, I discovered that we were old coworkers from another club that had been shut down in Atlanta. It was amazing to be in the company of another woman who wanted to help women stay encouraged as they transitioned into society from the strip club. After we talked about the book, Kasey asked me what I needed help with. I was amazed and a little bit caught off guard by the question. My experience had showed me that no one cared about my transition out of the club. I felt like everyone was waiting on me to just do it on my own. It was my decision to start dancing and everyone was waiting on me to decide to stop. No one ever offered me any real help so I really didn’t even know what to tell her I needed help with although I needed somewhere to live, I wanted another kind of employment so that I could provide for my son and myself.

The actual novelty check donated to 4Sarah from a strip club

At this time Kasey gave me her story and I was in tears by the time she got to the end. She told me what she decided to do after our club was shut down. She told me of all her struggles, pain and shortcomings she had in dealing with transitioning on her own. She eventually became involved with a man who is not her husband and became pregnant with a daughter named Sarah. She could not stop thinking about the women who needed help still working in the club. She wanted to reach back and pull others out and give them the help that she knew they would need in order to change their life. This was the same exact feeling I had when I got to the end of writing Scriptures for Strippers™. At this time she informed me that there was a scholarship available through her organization. She told me how to apply and I did it immediately. I had had a real estate license years before the bubble burst and I thought about getting my license back active in order to transition out of the club once again. When I told her of my plan she agreed that it could be a way to help me stop dancing. I applied for the scholarship and was awarded the funds to take the test to reactivate I expired license, the fees to pay for the actual license and also my eKEY which allowed me to show houses. I was more than floored, humbled and excited when I pass the test and was able to call her and thank her for her help.

I also got the scholarship a year later to help with the publication of Scriptures For Strippers™. I can not express the gratitude I felt for her and this is why a portion of each sale of Scriptures For Strippers™ is donated to 4Sarah, Inc.

I could not stop smiling when I finally published this book!

Although I had no real friends in the industry, I shouted from the rooftops about how 4Sarah helped me to anyone who would listen. I got a whole bunch of brochures to carry in my purse so when I saw a girl who I feel like could use it, I could give her the information. I always see women who I know works in the industry but I can’t explain what I see when I look at them. I just know how it feels and looks like to walk around pretending to have everything together and hoping someone would help without me having to tell them all of my business. The look of shame and quiet hope of escaping some decisions that tricked me. I became involved with doing outreach in the clubs and over the phone. I love working supporting Kasey McClure as she doesn’t give up on anyone and will help them as long as they are willing to help themselves. 

Kasey and I before we spoke to some college students about the dangers and signs of sex trafficking victims and predators.

Kasey and I pausing for a pic during strip club outreach.
Kasey and I at the Anti-Sex Trafficking Summit at the state capitol in Atlanta, Georgia. My baby girl tagged along.

This scholarship is offered to all women involved in any kind of sex work. Whether she is a pornstar, prostitute, escort, stripper or victim of sex trafficking she can apply for this scholarship which will pay the institution directly. In order to apply, she just needs to write an essay about her background, include her aspirations and plans for education, her identification and possibly a resume. It’s very easy to apply for the scholarship which is open every three months. The scholarship is available right now and the deadline for application is July 31st 2017. Please tell anyone you know to apply who is involved in this lifestyle and want to escape.

If you or anyone you know are in a crisis situation and need someone to talk to or immediate assistance please call 4Sarah at 470-362-8808 or visit the website http://www.4Sarah.net.